Belvet, my cat, had to be put down on friday 27 of june. after 14 years of life. he was always top cat in the neighborhood, and was still fighting cats up to the last week of his life.. he was always hunting rats half as big as him, always kept my dog in line, meowed hello every morning, and of course would somewhow smell chicken from more then a mile away whenever we brought it home to eat.
We dont even know why he was sick, even after tests and xrays, but he was in a lot of pain, and not eating.. so we really had no choixe.. the whole thing came on really out of the blue.. and i miss him so much, he has been there ever since i can remember really.
the sad thing is the last time i got to pat him was to calm him down because the vet was taking his temperature and touching him in his stomach which was hurting him and so he was hissing.. and the last time i saw him was being put into a cage..
i'm trying to forget about that part and just remember the rest of the time.. but it's hard, even my dog milly is missing him.. she looks every night at the door when she gets fed, waiting for him to come in and want food too.. it's really sad..

i kind of feels stupid as he was just a cat.. but he really was part of the family, and the only company i had for years of my life if mum wasn't home. and i will really really miss him, he was really loved.